Gossip Girl

Hey babe.
Its a shame that I haven't touched this site in awhile.... :( I am sorry
I know I am overcoming some shitty bad habits, and you have been so patient with me. Thank You.
I truly do love you, and I know you hate feeling like your always getting on my case, but the truth is you are having serious doubts about me right now.....

I don't like that thought very much. And I only have myself to blame.

Brittany I don't want to lose you. I love you so much. I adore you.

Thank you for being patient and loving.
You deserve the best, and that's what I will be for you!

and.... here is some brain junk food :)

Brittany,

I just wanted to take a few minutes and do something nice for the love of my life, my soulmate, my partner in crime, my best friend and my beautiful Fiance'

The thing I love most about my job is that I get to meet new people every day from all different walks of life. I have worked in ghetto trailer parks and gated communities of multi million dollar homes. I  talk to people who range from highly educated doctors, lawyers and bankers to those who never graduated high-school. I have been blessed with the ability to read people and I have spent hundreds of hours studying inter personal communications psychology and the art of negotiation and dialogue. I can talk to just about any person I meet, regardless of age, race, culture or socio-economic background and find common ground to engage in interesting and meaningful conversation.

What fascinates me (and sometimes drives me insane) is how with some people I have an instant connection and others I don't. It never ceases to amaze and amuse me that there is no formula for the type of person I connect with. I have made the best of friends with old widowed women in their 80's to hipsters and stay at home moms, liberals, conservatives, the educated and the ignorant.

With these people the ebb and flow of talking is easy and effortless. On the other hand, some people make me strain and stretch and reach and exude huge amounts of energy to have a half way decent conversation. Your probably wondering where I'm going with this?

That first night we talked, you had an effect on me that only a handful of people have. That first night conversing with you did not drain me of energy or even leave me as I was before, rather... It animated me, made me alive.  

The night we met I became completely lost in your eyes and smile. I love the way your silky black hair falls around your angelic face, like an exotic hand carved frame enclosing a rare priceless work of art.

A pretty girl is a dime a dozen, and beauty on the outside fades with age and time. What you have is inner beauty, that radiates from within. Yours is timeless. Without equal. Intense and amazing, delicate like the morning dew on a flower that has blossomed for the first time after a long arduous winters night, and piercing like the lone beacon of a distant lighthouse, penetrating the fog and chaos of an angry coastal storm. You are so beautiful on the outside because I believe you are beautiful on the inside.

I am blessed to have you in my life, and I promise to help inspire you and push you to your dreams. I promise to be affectionate and emotionally attentive. I promise to listen with an abject ear to anything you wish to tell me, to be excited when you have an amazing day, and cheer you up when you have a hard day. I will show you how a real man treats the woman he adores.

Brittany I love you so much.